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"recaída"

Achei  que não poderia me apaixonar novamente, e no atual isso ainda não aconteceu. Mas no horizonte possível isso parece plausível o que é intrigante. Eu estar disponível à me apaixonar novamente é inédito e estranho. Haveria algo de muito errado aí em qualquer caso, e nem me refiro à pessoa apaixonada estar provavelmente em relação o que deve ser o caso, mas olhando apenas o meu lado muito especificamente já é estranho.  Parece que a minha couraça ainda não desenvolveu seus espinhos o suficiente. Mas OK, deixo o meu espírito à meu tempo na medida em que ainda tenho controle. No final isto significa que o deus da desgraça Keshar tem o controle! 

2023

 2023 emails não lidos. Gotohell!

Somewhere near here

 Somewhere near here. I'll happen. IT'll happen.

Minha virtude

 Que eu vá para o inferno!

So here we are again (This was the first post, hold as draft!)

 Hi, I'm Mateus and here I'll shot somethings out. The first one is that I hate that I can't* have 'equals'. Equality nowadays is a trending topic and an important one, but as many things that are used wrongly by the masses equality is also to be criticized.  I have my value and I know that. I know that I am not a genius, the Gauss or the Hegel of XXI, but I know reasonably who I am and I know I have value. This kind of value most people can't immediately claim to have, BTW. People in general care about recognition, not about value. This is a very old topic you know, that it seems vs that it really is. People care for what it seems. I care for what it is. But you can ask, what is the difference? That is A QUESTION! Our philologist said that first you pretend to be, and with time you turn into the thing you pretended to be. I claim that I am not understood by the people next to me, my old friend, my ex-girlfriend and my family. And if I can reach the point that I...

deus

 Eu seria um mau deus: provavelmente aniquilaria a todos por justiça. Mas, se apenas 1 sobrasse vivo, então eu seria um bom deus. Se sobrassem mais que 1 também (igualmente) eu seria um bom deus.Maqu inalemnt eMaquiiavellicammmente? How knows

Look or not to look

 What about the two virtues on staring at something, keep looking, or refuse to look. Both have place, but in different souls! I don't know if this could happen both in one hearth only.   BTW this thought happened to me while drinking my beer and staring at its bubbles. I thought the physical world would be (in physical laws and phenomenes) more easy to read, than that of society. Then I had to look away. But then why? Why do I have to look away from reality? Screw it and I should go to hell and nothing that matters!